Well a lot has happened in my life recently, and at this moment in time I feel very alone. Let me tell ya, it's not a pleasant feeling at all. I'm going to say goodbye to my boyfriend, who I've been dating for three years, tomorrow. It feels like it will be the last time I ever see him again, and that is such an odd feeling to have. We are starting new chapters in our lifes, and that is just the way things go sometimes.
I was also baptized not to long ago in a church my own father doesn't really agree with. We have different views on life, and he thinks just cause I was dunked in water it is going to change the person that I am. So what if it does, I promise I'll still be awesome ;)
There are just so many unknowns in my life at this point in time that is scare the living daylights right out of me. How will this relationship end, where am I going to get a job this summer, who is going to live with me, etc! Seriously, this is a time that seems unstable and I can't wait for it to pass. I just can't wait
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Monday, March 29, 2010
Thursday, August 20, 2009
Dear Blog
I'm a happy camper right now! I'm loving life and all it's got to offer right now. Once you learn not to worry to much, things just tend to run a lot more smoothly. Class starts Monday morning at 9:40, so I'm enjoying the last few days of my summer. And Ash went home, so I'm doing it solo style.
Work is going great as well. It's honestly the dream job, and I nabbed it up like nobodies business! It's just what I wanna do, I love it, I love it, I love it. I've made like 3 ad so far (one wasn't used, it was more of a practice).
I miss everyone lots and lots though. This one guy at my work totally reminds me of Colton! It's crazy sauce! And my Ozzers. I miss his spoiled ass. My pappa called me today, he's my hero. I even had long chat/s with my mom today! And I didn't even get annoyed! Amazing! I miss Caleb's goofiness. Haha! And Aaron, of couse my aarbear. I hate being so far away.
But I've figured out that there's not a whole lot I can do about it. So I just gotta be happy! That lesson has been learned the hard way, but I'm getting over my homesickness.
I got enough on my plate to keep me pretty occupied so I don't think about it to much. (I was going somewhere with that, but I lost my train of thought)
I find that the more poor I become, the bigger my wish list becomes. I want a new bike (cause mine keeps trying to kill me) and a mac, and a mirror, and so on and so forth.
Work is going great as well. It's honestly the dream job, and I nabbed it up like nobodies business! It's just what I wanna do, I love it, I love it, I love it. I've made like 3 ad so far (one wasn't used, it was more of a practice).
I miss everyone lots and lots though. This one guy at my work totally reminds me of Colton! It's crazy sauce! And my Ozzers. I miss his spoiled ass. My pappa called me today, he's my hero. I even had long chat/s with my mom today! And I didn't even get annoyed! Amazing! I miss Caleb's goofiness. Haha! And Aaron, of couse my aarbear. I hate being so far away.
But I've figured out that there's not a whole lot I can do about it. So I just gotta be happy! That lesson has been learned the hard way, but I'm getting over my homesickness.
I got enough on my plate to keep me pretty occupied so I don't think about it to much. (I was going somewhere with that, but I lost my train of thought)
I find that the more poor I become, the bigger my wish list becomes. I want a new bike (cause mine keeps trying to kill me) and a mac, and a mirror, and so on and so forth.
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