Update on Life

Well a lot has happened in my life recently, and at this moment in time I feel very alone. Let me tell ya, it's not a pleasant feeling at all. I'm going to say goodbye to my boyfriend, who I've been dating for three years, tomorrow. It feels like it will be the last time I ever see him again, and that is such an odd feeling to have. We are starting new chapters in our lifes, and that is just the way things go sometimes.

I was also baptized not to long ago in a church my own father doesn't really agree with. We have different views on life, and he thinks just cause I was dunked in water it is going to change the person that I am. So what if it does, I promise I'll still be awesome ;)

There are just so many unknowns in my life at this point in time that is scare the living daylights right out of me. How will this relationship end, where am I going to get a job this summer, who is going to live with me, etc! Seriously, this is a time that seems unstable and I can't wait for it to pass. I just can't wait